back to normal,,,Whats normal?

I am at the Coffee shop I go to while I'm doing laundry.They have free wifi,And I usually do all my Internet stuff here.

Anyway I got my mom back home yesterday,she is doing Okay,not great,she's weak and it doesn't help that I am trying to kick Oxycontin(this is a narcotic pain killer for those of you who attended a Baptist college)I have been taking this drug for about 8years on and off,mostly on.You see they give it to you for serious constant pain,I happen to have bulging discs in my back that push up against a nerve(that's why they call it a pinched nerve)When this thing acts up,,,all you know is pain,it is brutal,so you take Oxycontin,get addicted to it and keep taking it long,after the pain is gone,cause after 2 weeks you are physically addicted to this crap and trust me the withdrawals from this drug are a horrible nightmare,that can only be found in the very bowels of Hell itself,NO lie.

First,you feel as if their are Cockroaches,crawling Under your skin,lots of them,your stomach has giant worms on methamphetamine crawling around high speed in it .An electrified hoop,runs up and down the length of your whole body ,continually bathing you with about 40,000 volts

Nausea,dry heaves chills,and cold sweats.And stink,man do you stink and pee and pee and pee,hot burning,stinging pee,and what ever you do ,no matter what,DON'T FALL ASLEEP!!!!!!!!

Because the Violent, Gorey,vomit,and Diarea stenched filled Nightmares keep comin,and you can't wake up out of them,they just keep comin.Besides all that,it's not too bad.

So I'm about halfway through kicked,we'll see how it goes.

Oh yeah, also your crap is so hard it's near impossible to get it out.Imagine trying to shit out a perfectly rectangular rough granite brick with very sharp corners.